post-carrying day 30
Shit! I just discovered my really long post from last night is lost! I must have just closed out without saving it!!! It was a hard one to write too. And I was happy with it. ... So sad....
I had a painting teacher who always reminded us that we must be willing and able to "kill our darlings." Well, even unintentionally I guess. Sigh....
As my sister said, I must have needed to write it but it must have needed to not be posted. Sigh....
Will try again later... will try to remember to save.... oddly the post was all about helping loved ones as they face their mountains while insuring that I remember my own tools and self care.... it was about struggling with not being able to save people I love from pain and adversity.... ha ha,... then I didn't "Save" the blog,... god that's dripping with irony... lol