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Post-carrying Day 4


Today was the first day it felt odd that I still blog about Fear after carrying the Chair is past. I mean, it is still in my car but not always on my back or mind. I AM aware of Fear triggers and that is good.


It is also Sunday, beginning a week for which I have set myself a gigantic personal task which is littered with Fear triggers. That has been hard. This week will be hard. I strive to stay in the moment until it is time to follow through with the task. Then in that moment I will feel what there is to feel. And move forward. It's not until later in the week, so, that's a bit of a challenge. BUT, the Fear Chair Project has also shown me quite a lot about my support system. And I intend to utilize the gift tthis week of those I can count on.


Remembering my tools for handling Fear...